# 19 thing that bothers me A LOT!

ok .. babesies .. thank for the replied.
well .. the thing is .. i am sooo pening with to-hire-or-not- photog.
okay.
lemme make it clear.

i already booked a photog for my wedding. the booking was wayyyy early before i got engaged.
nak dijadikan cerite, a day before the engagement. my fiance called and he said his family decided to change the wedding date. can u imagine .. A DAY BEFORE!! argh. agak tensi di situ. kenape x change awal2 kn? senang nk info ke photog. tp as my fiance said .. bende dh nk jadi .. nk bwt cemaneeee .. arrrr!! mak tensi ok!

and when i tell my photog about dis, he said that my new wedding date is already booked by somebody else. andddd .. since i already paid d deposit, he cant return it back to me cossss .. date yg i nk before this [ which is on 20th ] ade org nk book. tp disebabkn i dh byr deposit .. photog tu mesti la bg laluan kt i dlu kn? and now .. bile i nk ubah tarikh .. [ tp x dpt ] and nk cancel kn booking tu .. the photog refused to return my deposit. sebab? haruslah die rugi kn if i kensel kn cmtu aje. [ korang phm x cite aku ni? ]

after a deep thinking [ deep la sangat ] .. i igt nk terus kn aje .. buleh bwt outdoor photoshoot kn ? tp .. mengikut katenye. outdoor photoshoot is preferably to be put on custom album instead of sticky album. and it will cost me .. around 1k jugak la. since i'm going to hire 2 photogs [ the other one is needed during solemnization and wedding ] i do think that 1k is quite a fortune. ok imagine .. to hire a photog yg biase2 yg biasenye from bridal house .. paling cikai pn diorg akn letak rm700 - 800. x kn rm1800 je nk spend utk photog kn?? babeeess .. byk bnde lagi blh bwt dgn that amount of money. and when i said i want to do a real budget-y for my wedding .. i really mean it.

so now .. i'm thinking to cancel my booking. tp tu la .. bile mengenangkn deposit rm200 tu hangus begitu saje .. rase sgt la x sampai ati. sob. sob. sob. ;(

note. to all my brides-to-be yg reply my calling td .. thanks so much for your concern. tp i rase nk cancel aje yg booking tu. igtkn nk pas kt u all photog tu. [ igt bende ke ape photog tu nk main pas pas. hehe ]