# 118 i am not complaining

hi guys. lame betol tak update. i'm now reaching my 28th week a.k.a 7 months. oohh! seram2. ;)

i ade bende nak cerite. not to condemn but for us to learn a lesson.

last week i had an appointment @ KK. servis lambat? itu lumrah. kalau dah sehari ade beratus patient, memang i tak expect diorg punye servis cepat. asalkan dapat jumpe nurse or doctor itu lebih dari memadai. sepatutnya check up with nurse and had a scan with doc. tapi nurse kat counter terus hantar i pegi scan kat doctor. nombor memang cepat naik. so i felt quite relieved for that.

tapi yang tak bestnye, masuk2 je bilik tu without greeting ke ape ke yang sepatutnya terus doc cakap 'BARING ATAS KATIL OK' and i was like .. is she talking to me? since takde patient lain dalam bilik tu so i assume she was talking to me lah. jadinya naik la atas katil tu and baring2 la. after a while .. die datang and start putting gel on my tummy and start scanning. dah la scan without saying a word, monitor tu plak memang mengadap ke die je. i punyelah tertinjau2 nak tengok. ye lah kan .. dah scan perut kita .. takkan kita nak mengadap ceiling kot? after done with all the measuring session, barulah die hadapkan monitor tu ke i and tell me 'OK NI KEPALE DIE, AIR DIE .. SUME OK LA' then die tarik balik monitor, amik tisu (yang tak macam tisu but more like a paper) lap alat scan yang die pegang tu (tah hape ke name die) and put the tissue (yes! the same tissue) on my tummy. agak .... %^%&$^% di situ!

then i i sat beside her. and without looking at me she asked few questions.

doc : berape banyak ubat u amik?
me : semua sekali ade 6 biji.
doc : bukan. iron u amik berape banyak?
me : ohh! sehari 4 biji.
doc : teruskan. hb u rendah.

few minutes later. while scribbling something in my book.

doc : dah bace pasal carta pergerakan bayi?
me : belom.
doc : (while pushing my red book) nah bace ni. ( still scribbling something in the book )
me : (dah ade a few lines je .. kejap je la bacenye pon. )
doc : dah bace dah?
me : dah.
doc : faham?
me : faham
doc : pukul berape start amik bacaan?
me : 9
doc : lepas cukup 10 kali?
me : tanda kan kt buku.
doc : pasni pegi cucuk untuk kancing gigi.

DONE.

actually i have A LOT of question in my mind to ask. tapi sikap doctor ni yang macam nak tak nak layan patient memang la agak menyakitkan hati. susah sangat ke nak explain something to patient? bukan ke itu memang tugas awak? tak boleh la nak merungut 'i have lots of patient today so i dont bother to explain'. mungkin awak dah handle beratus2 kes sepanjang kerjaya awak jadi doktor ni but mind you this is my FIRST TIME being a pregnant lady. so please bear this in mind. adekah sebab awak tu gred u52, awak fikir it's ok to do things like this? tolong lah jangan nak memburukkan lagi name gov-servant. bile orang complain .. marah. but this is the truth. bukti dah ade depan mate. nak cakap ape lagi??